Jia Goes Off

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IsR5pD-VO2w

i agree completely.

BET Awards = Disgrace To Humanity

I'm shaking and crying as i type because I'm THAT damn pissed. If MJ was in his grave he'd be kicking and turning in it.

OK. this blog will be all over the place because i can't get my thoughts together.

jamie foxx.... no one gives a shit you're on tour. mmkay? mmkay.

the person who was supposed to be bleeping shit out ? great job. i'm glad that 5 year old children sitting in front of their tvs got to hear wayne rap about his "dope dick". speaking of this grimlin... what the fuck ? i mean really,

WHAT THE FUCK ?

you have lil girls on that stage and you got you and your goons talking about "i wanna fuck every girl in the world" ? let's hope one of your homeboys don't take that too literally and place a lil rkelly magic on one of your daughters.

drake, poor baby. i don't blame him for leaving that bullshiggity.

soulja boy got a record deal beacause ?

ciara was sitting her ass down because? don't get me wrong, wife sounded good (and i heard she broke down afterwards backstage) but this whole "tribute" was done without dancing. Besides Jamie's crackhead ass "moonwalk".

Beyonce had no business performing. she was just over here in NC last night for a concert & flew all the way to LA for the awards. i absolutly forgot about that until i looked at her face; baby looked TIRED. let that woman be great.

this show was so horrible i can't even remember the few good parts. i just know that Jamie & Ne-yo had me in tears at the end. but then i was like "That's it?"

they hyped this shit up SO much. I SWEAR debra's fat ass used MJ's name for ratings. i hope her stupid ass gets fired and i also hope Vitcom swipes this channle as a whole.

and let me not get on the Chris Brown thing
OMG
HOW dare BET deny the Jackson famlie's request to have Brown pay homage? that's so fucking disrespectful i can't even find a word for it. Michael LOVED that boy and Chris loved him back. i'm 100% sure that this is what Daddy would have wanted more than ANYTHING. out of this fucking industry HE is the one that pays him the most respeact. chris dedicates his whole fucking CAREER to that man.... and ya'll pull him out of the roster last minute?

really?

because ya'll were afraid of backlash?

that channle is a hot fucking mess by it self, i can't believe they even pulled that. chris's personal life has absolutly NOTHING to do with his artistry. he is TALENTED despite his faults. i heard JayZ had something to do with him getting pulled but i'ma give him the benifit of the doubt for now even tho the words came from chris's dancer. i hope it was a misunderstanding. but the bottom line is it's BETs fault regaureless. they let him go thru them rehersals and buy that outfit for NUTHAN. when Chris's gets hot again, i hope they don't dare ask him for shit. i know they gon try to ride the tip of his dick when Grafiti drops. and i hope he turns his pretty face and laughs.

but you know. i'm kinda glad he didn't perform at that hotmess of a show. it was so bad he couln't have saved it anyways.

and people try to justifity this FUCKERY excuse for a channle by saying "well he just died thrusday and they threw this together best they could"

NO THE FUCK THEY DIDN'T AND THEY DON'T DESERVE A BREAK. THEY DESERVED EVERY BIT OF BLACKLASH THEY RECIEVE.

and the people that enjoyed it... God bless you. because you're obviously entertained by bullshit and one of the reasons soulja boy is at the top of the charts with his below mediocore lyrics.

but i digress
this was a mess point blank
they should have just waited to get something more organized together. like a whole seprate show. cuz this was beyond sloppy.

but it's all good and dandy because come September i know MTV is gonna shame the FUCK outta BET.

it's killing me that they think they really did the damn thing when all they did was lower their ratings.

disgusting.




BET..... yoou make me wanna bleach my skin and dye my hair blonde. that was so fucking embarrasing.



please excuse my errors and remember that this is being typed in RAGE.

See You Soon Daddy...

one thing (out of the many things) i strongly dislike about people is when they try to jusify a bad situation with another. 3 people have lost their lives this week, one of them being my idol. and you know what people are say ?


"there are worse things in the world happening"
or my favorite
"people die everyday nobody's concerned about them"

now you must remember this blog is coming from a girl who cried when watching 'you got served' (you know what part i'm talking about). death does NOT sit well with me. weather it's someone as close as my mom or some stranger in nebraska. i will be upset. this is why i choose not to watch the news. with that being said. i DARE another person to try and comfort me by saying "well there are worse things going on"

THANKS BXTCH.

thanks a fxcking lot for adding onto my depression. to know that people are suddenly loosing their lives AND korea is trying to blow us up is really heart settling. thanks for your oh so kind words :/

i always called MJ my daddy or refered myself as his "first born" for a reason. and i'll leave it at that





PS i hope ET gets sued for that picture of him all wrapped up in tubes and with the breathing maskon. that was unessicary and they should have gave some type of warning. and i hope the people who made fun of him and threw dirt upon his name feel salty.

joyce, yew got some splainin' ta dew! (side eye)

mmkay. so i've developed this sudden girl crush for one of the 9587489759372987 debarges. the new light bright child by the name of kristinia. i was watching her perform on so you think you can dance and it was like love at first sight, or something creepy of that nature. i've been wondering the meaning behind this for the longest. so today i log onto my stan headquarters (aka the ciara board) and go to a post pertaining to who's opening for the ciara/britney tour. and i'll be damned, it's the kristinia chica. i scroll down to see what the goons are talking about and i suddenly found out why i had an instant love for her. and i'll be damned....





























JOYCE ! WHAT THE HELL ? when are you gonna start claiming your children ? first it was lauren london.


now this. oh no ma'am. love you mam'law but you can't be having me lusting over my sister in-laws. you i swear this is the Al'B Sure effect. joyce baby, gets it together. all you gotta do is sit all four of your kids down and explain that you were a little hot in the ass back in the day. that's all. ain't no need to be keeping secrets from the family -_-

Paramore & No Doubt concert = DOPE

it was definitely top three of the best concerts i've ever been to(first being kanye, second being chris brown).

i was kinda upset because i have like this ritual of taping pads and tampons to my camera and putting them in my little make up bag and going into a security line with a guy. they usually tell me to unzip my little bag, then BAM they're terrified for life and i get to sneak my camera in.
but they snatched all the fun out because all they did was wave a damned wand in my purse -_-

but anywho we got into the arena, (which out door and we had lawn seats) and my mom got us some nachos, a little ass slice of pizza that was 9 bucks, and some water. looking aorund i felt out of place, but i brushed it off and realized that i just had a broader vision of what music is than your average colored person. but anyways. we sat and watched the opening act, i think they were called the "the sounds" they're from sweden. they were cool, i may do some searching and downloading in the future.

so anywho. paramore came on and started with misery business and did other songs like crushcrushcrush, that's what you get (my mom's jam), let the flames beging (MY SHIT!), when it rains, and a few new songs on their next coming album. they ended with decode. it was a wrap, everyone lost their minds.

after about 15 minute intermission. no doubt came on at the arean was a bit more...crowded. there are no words to even describe the show. all i have to say is rihanna should take note because that's how REAL rockstars get down. gwen is amazing and silly. then again she may have been high off of whatever the people behind me were smoking. they were lighting UP could have gotten everybody at the damn venue blazed.

over all it was a fantastic show. i didn't wanna go home <3

`ello world

pop rose - drake ft trey songz


i've decided to transfer here form skyrock. [http://prissyblatina.skyrock.com/] it's cool over there but most of the people speak french.

but anywho, a little about me. i'm a 17 year old female itching to leave the state of north carolina. i've live here since the 5th grade and now i'm headed to 12th. i guess being a military brat has spoiled me because i been ready to move for a while. but i would love to live in new york. there are lots of opportunities but here i don't feel like they have anything to offer. but i am planning on getting a job so i can save up because i know it's hella expensive to live there.

but that is all. i must get ready for the no doubt/paramore concert. i'm so excited !